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I grew up in a small college town in Northern California. I lived in a strict Jehova's Witness household where I was disciplined with my daddy's belt, often, on my bare bottom, and had many chores every day. Big dreams of being a model I landed my first commercial at age 11, to be cut out at the last minute. That put my dreams on hold for a while and I landed a job at a bakery for a while and then a telephone operator at a Family Medical Practice, then admin assistant for a bunch of lawyers.
Growing more and more unhappy at my tedious job was very draining. Then my grandmother passed away. Before she passed away I asked her if she could have done anything she wanted in her life, what did she wish she had done? She said paint red barns. I thought something so easy that she never got around to doing. She also worked the same job from 18-65. That does not sound like living!
Since then I wrote down everything I'd be sorry I hadn't tried if I were to die tomorrow and have been checking off the list since. I bought my own drum set and took lessons, and burlesqued danced in front of a live audience. Now, I'm a nude art model and commercial model/actress. I'm trying to live in the moment and follow my bliss and practice being nonjudgmental. Life is too short! It's better to have fun and not take things too seriously!
During one of my very first modeling experiences I was spanked, paddled. I hadn't been spanked since I was 12. All of a sudden I felt alive and very aroused and became obsessed with spankings, and did everything I could to receive another one and soon! I can finally say that with this site, I finally feel like I am truly alive and doing what I want to do. I really love being spanked more than anything, it makes me tingle and feels alive all throughout my body. Being disciplined and taken over a lap and spanked hard for real makes me feel so excited. Sometimes I will get feisty and bratty hoping I'll get spanked long and hard for it. It's fun being a bad girl!
AmberSpanks 🍑 Ⓥ
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